Happier than Happy. =D

I am a liar. yes, i lie. not always, but still. im one.
lied without even thinking of the consequences on what if you were to find out.
stupid? maybe. no. already am.
why do i lie? cuz im afraid of you getting mad at me. but its too late.
ure already am mad. n wouldn't trust me anymore.
.................................









im a happy person now.
yes, im lying.
so im a liar.


good bye.

Woohooowww! "pala *toot* *toot* *toot*
aper *toot* mepek *toot* watha *toot.
S.E main *toot* " 0_0 i swear its not me.
i dint say all these.
anddd~ im sooo looking fwd for the dec's gig!!!
PROJEK BABI LAH SEHH DTG. woot2.
n i too am lookin fwd to 28 november's gig.
which i maybe going and maybe not. idk.
depends on my mood. ahahahahaaaaa.


"Its gonna be a niteee~ to remember (everyone), its gonna be a nite, turn us forevaaaa"
laguu... hi skul musical beb.

Omgeeeeee!

Habizzz. tgn aku gatal.
nk bleach rmbt.. habisss. padahal i told myself n i promised my
friends that i won't bleach aft cutting my hair.
tkbley tahan uhh tgk org rmbt merahh!!!! warghhh !!!!!!!!
n aiyahhh. mcm nk shave my hair to mohawk? trihawk?
idk. mcm nk shave mohawk. =( =( =( =(
i swear im felt jealous like hell when i saw people with mohawk or colourful hair.
no, not that i cant bleach m hair n have colourful hair. of course i can.
kental pe kau piker aku tkbley! HAHAHAHAAA. isappp ahh smpi purple. LOLOLOLOL!!
its just that, i want to take care of my hair. i've been having damaged hair since i bleached my hair.
-____-"

n guess what? my hp internet bill's $741.85..
alriteeeee.... =D

Iym lyk on my bed rite nw.... m sleepy alrdy. -_-
updatin lj thru phone. teeheeheee!

yeah! n im smelling irwan's jacket rite nw. sedap beb bau!!
Cairr i....... right.

im off to sleep.
nites clowns. =D

yarrrghhh~!!!
finally, got a Zine from shai! woohooowww.
n i jussttt received a text sayin he passed the zine to my bro.
WHICH my bro alrdy passed it to me. yeaaahhh.
n 28november!! GIG! WOOHOOO!!







DIVIDED WE STAND Fest
"we might not get along. so what?"

Saturday
28 Nov 2009
5pm doors open
$8 at the door
BLACKHOLE212
212 Syed Alwi Road

SJANSE (scramz/emoviolence)
ASILENT (brutal death/gore)
REJECTED SCUMS (street punk rawk)
ARBITRARY ELEMENT (brutal technical metal)
T.S.A. (80's style hc punk, Philippines)
SYSTEM ERROR (thrashing punx)
XANADOO (thrash metal)
MOUTHFUL OF AIR (melodic hardcore, Borneo/Singapore)
THE FOCKERS ('82 style naughty boys)
SIDEKICKS (new era hardcore)

I prefer my maid to my mum.
why?... Hmmm.
maid understands me. more like a mom.
why is she like a mom? she cares more than my mom.
plus she's a mom. that's why. she teaches me gud things n bad things.
understood how i felt always. scolds like a mom.
i should say everything.
i prefer her cooking to my mum's.

whatever. i miss bibik.
='(

Tssssssskkkk!!!
why is the competition only once a year. -_-
okay, im getting over it alrdy. so yeahhhhhhh.

anddddd my family? keparaaattt. hahahaha
lazy bunch of peeps i shall say.
ahhhhh!!!!

_|_

I can't escape from the fact that,
i still am very very veryyy dissapointed PLUS very very very sad with the track n field results.
but its alrite. im getting over it alrdy. =')
yes, i did cried. dun wish to elaborate more.
and THANKS TO IZUAN N LOVE fr the "motivating talk?" 0_o?
tho its ystd, n i still rmbred it till today cuz its the only competition.
no more. sooo, i have to wait till nxt yr. =\
i wont let just cuz of this, let me down. in a way that,......
i won't stop running justtt because of this. urmm, yeah.
like what izuan n irwan said. wahhhhh, if only u guys r here w me nw, i wanna hug u guys!!!!!!!
Seriousely, ThAnkz a whOle HecK LoT fr trying to bring me up again.
im touched. reallyyy! awww, i love u guys. but i love irwan more. HahahahahahahaKzz!
=D =D

soooo, had my Madrasah exams just now.
its really difficult i tell ya. esp sirah.
and after madrasah, at the bus stop, talked w me sec 4 madrasa friends,
n they said their exams were difficult. hahaha. what tu duuuu~.
sirahh...mmmhhhmm. n suddenly abt system all was in the paper.
i was totally lost i tell ya. whatever. its over.
iyll just wait fr the results then.
=____________=
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh. tmr kenduri, AGAIN.
my life is full of kenduris(ssss) =_="


THANK YOU IRWAN N IZUAN SOOO MUCH FR TRYNA MOTIVATE ME.
=D


yeayy, i love irwan! yeayy. =P

Dint meant to ruin ure day.
u just seem to be mad at me just now.
body language.
& for that, im blank in the mind on how to talk to you.
yeah, like u said, its already a habit.
no, i dint notice. at all. except fr on my msn of course.
im sorry to irritate you with my text or whatever.
iyll try not be irritating.
im sorry to always make u get angry on me
and from ure good day, to bad day.
it seems like ure good day turns bad when u meet me.
agaknye kte pembawa sial.
i know. i do always make u get mad.
idk wat im suppose to do now.
hw m i suppose to make u happy ?

im sorry. =(
=(
=(

School's boring.
Headache. tummyache. tummy cramps,perhaps.
vomit. yucks! dun ask me why.
freezing like hell right now. like as if im living in the antartic. -_-
still having a headache. *grins teeth*
n im very happy.



not.






=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(

I dint meant to be rude.
All i want is u to take it.
i know i din't inform you. im sorry.
it seems like u don't appreciate what i gave you.
i am not expecting anything in return. At All.
Im sorry. =(

I shall say today's a happy day.
but irwan called me Giler. "crazy person" =\
cuz he said with my hair n looks. n i was acting like one? idk.
school was fun. lesson was fun. :D
meetg irwan was fun.
and madrasah was effing funnnnnnnn!! hahahaha
except when i reached home. like now. no fun :(
if can, i wanna go outtt right now! just got nagged at by my mom.
eurghh. irritating. wth does she want from me?!?!!!
just because my sis's sleeping, got no one to nag at, so me?
jgn nanti satu hari aku start everyday klua, alek pagi mcm dulu habit tk guner aku aru tawu!
biar kau bebel kat tembok arrr. its okay. pffftttt.


i swear im sleepy.
i have to wake up early tmr. breakfast w friends and then to mosque fr a idk "jenazah" course?
mcm mane nk cuci jenazah?...... mmmhmm. ohtae. scary. i dun wanna go cuz im scared iyll imagine.
but friends told me to go. plus im goin fr the sake of 15marks freeeee to akhlak.
butt... im scared... :(
neymind. iyll be brave. its okay. nothing. tmr theory, nxt week practical.
sheeeeeeeessssshhh.
think im gonna sleep now. hahah.


NITES !

.....new hair n previous hair. any diff?. ha ha haaa. nope.

 



 
Morrrrniiingggg.n its taken todayyyyyy. this morningggg.=P


Webcammm. -_-